Basically I could have done this on my own

I am really really frustrated with the care that my son and i have recieved at the Naval hospital so far (basically they have done nothing at all except scare the shit out of me telling me my son won't be a normal child and take his heart rate). Well I showed up for my appointment today like normal on time and guess what they never wrote my appointment down 4 weeks ago so I wasn't on the schedule. Luckily I brought my paper with me telling me what time my appointment was at and when. Well the secretary called the midwife well the midwife "claimed" she was booked till 11:20 so guess what I have to wait till she can see me even though it was there fault they didn't put me in the system. I am so done with them I am even wondering now if there gonna tell me when I go into labor well you can't have him yet we don't have room for you. I am so frustrated and it doesn't help that when I have a question or concern NO ONE ANSWERS THEIR PHONES!!!!!!! UHHHHHHH Oh well. I am over it and seriously considering switching over to the hospital out in town this late in the game becuase the base hospital has been so shitty and I will refuse to have a c-section becuase I do not want the naval doctors cutting me open I don't trust them. I will just say send me to onslow I don't trust you at all. I'm already gonna try to transfer over there for the removal of my cyst because those of you who have read my myspace blogs know the hell these military hospitals have put through with that so. I might just try to transfer everything over to Onslow becuase this has been ridiculous. My pregnancy would have been nice and easy had it not been for the doctors and nurse assistants making this whole process difficult. I should of known better when they didn't see me until I was almost 4 months pregnant :( I just pray Caleb comes out healthy and happy.

34 and 1/2 weeks and counting

So I am now 34 and 1/2 weeks pregnant and it seems as if time is flying by way to fast. There is so much yet to be done for baby Caleb yet not enough time it seems to get any of it done. Oh well just gotta take it one day at a time if everything is not done (like his nursery ahhh going nuts) then its not done as long as we have the basics it should be fine. I did have fun today at work getting to be a test subject for fitness testing lol. Me being the whale of a pregnant woman that I am actually did better than I thought would. I have actually maintained some level of fitness these last 8 soon to be nine months which makes me happy. I am just so ready to be back on my personal training schedule and get my body back to or close to what it was before. I never thought I would miss running so much but it was my stress reliever for so long and when you can't really do something you used to be able to do so well you can't wait to get back to it. But I am looking forward to meeting and spending as much time as I can with my little man and I can't wait to see Josh interact with him.

(My little man Caleb)

Baby Addison On the way

Well As you can tell I am quite new to this whole blogger thing so instead of really backtracking over all the crazy events of the past year I will start with the most amazing thing that is about to happen to both Josh and I. In exactly 6 weeks we will welcome are firstborn son Caleb Isaac Addison into the world. While we are both terrified about being parents we are both extremely excited and ready for him to just be here already. The pregnancy had been pretty easy despite feeling tired alot and some doctors being Jerks but overall its been easy. We bought a house and are moving in end of March and i finally have a job in po dunck J-ville NC and Josh is loving his. But just stay tuned for more exciting info on our life in the next few weeks!!!!!