A life I never thought I would have

SO I really suck at posting on here but here we go lol. I never would have imagined that a beautiful 4 month old (yes he is now four months old) blue eyed smily baby boy would become the love of my life. Yes I love my husband more than life itself but a mothers love is something completely different from a love of a wife. This little boy is truly the light of my life and my Joy. He is sooo happy all the time and loves to smile and giggle with mommy. I think hes just as silly as his mommy too lol. But I never would have imagined a year ago having this joy in my life. It is absolutely awesome and amazing how God works. Gods timing is perfect is what I tell myself everday.